My mornings lately have been mentally and emotionally draining. My boys have been kinda like deaf snails...they seem to hear nothing I say, so I find myself talking louder and louder and repeating myself over and over. And they are slow as molasses! This morning I found myself saying "I'm ready to run away!" as I walked out the door. I had the vision of taking them to school and as we were walking in the door, I took off running! Only to hear "We've got a runner!" over the intercom and the parent police chasing me down and bringing me back to reality.....It was just a DREAM!
All day my thoughts would wonder to why my mornings have become so difficult and trying to think of a solution. Sometimes there is just one answer, me. So as my grandma used to say, time to pull up my big girl pants! I am the solution to my morning dysfunction....no one else! In this case, it takes more of me. I've become lax in laying out clothes the night before and making sure backpacks are all packed and ready. And while my hubby isn't home in the morning, he is home in the evenings to help make sure the proper preparations have been taken to ensure we ALL have a smooth start to the day.
This also brings up the fact that I'm not always the best in asking for help....even from my partner in life. While realizing that my morning routine is lacking more of me, I'm feeling there isn't much more of me to spread!....that's a whole weeks worth of blogs! LOL Needless to say, I'll be discussing my need for help with my sweet husband tonight. Oh, how hard it is to say the "H" word....HELP!
Psalms 121: 1-2 I lift up my eyes to the mountains— where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.
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